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THEENEMYTHATIMISS

from IDONTWANNABESURROUNDED by Déhà

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love, i will miss every hour of your whole self and i will miss how i've worn all the pain you've given, or how i still kept on and on blaming myself. and i remember the silence when i, alone, screamed your name but with you, i would keep quiet, my mouth (sawn). And I am asking myself, is it my blood or tears staining your white silky gown while you're caressing my hair, feeding me again all the fears. and i can't tell if i worship you from all my own or if i want to kill you, keeping you nearly as a trophy from a war which i've won and you're the enemy that i miss dearly. So when i'll leave, you'll miss me and all sore, no matter the cuts, no matter how deep, as i watch you like you did before : only when you're broken, then i will sleep. only when you're broken, then i will sleep. only when you're broken, i will sleep. only when you're broken, i will sleep. ​i'm at this point in life when nothing works, where i see my being as a parasite for myself. i can't imagine the excruciating hurt i've done. i can't fathom how i've destroyed you and there's no words, no chords sufficient enough, i can't make it work, and there's no music that i can make, so i'll take the walk. and when i left, i have missed you and now i am sore. no matter the cuts, no matter how deep, as i see me as you were before. now that you're broken, i can't sleep. now that you're broken, i can't sleep. i can't sleep. i miss you. i miss you.

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from IDONTWANNABESURROUNDED, released December 30, 2019

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