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Burdening everyone - Part I

from A FLEUR DE PEAU - II - Burdening Everyone by Déhà

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Culprit - Deceiver - Betrayer - Liar
Forcer - Rapist - Destroyer - Maimer

Culprit for being way too much
Deceiver for not being able to speak the truth
Betrayer for keeping honesty under the rug
Liar for it is not easy to speak the truth

Forcer - You fucking hurt me
Rapist - My traumas are eternal
Destroyer - Nothing will ever be the same
Maimer - My insides are broken beyond repair

Understand why i don't behave well / Because i don't feel like i belong
There are thousand of ways to make it go away
Like one where i drown myself
There are thousand of ways to make it go away
Like the one where i seclude myself from others and let myself rot

i'm going insane, uncontrolled / the light burns my skin wherever i go
the weight of people's look is massive / i can't bear it, i can't bear it
chances are i'd go to isolation / maybe it would be better in a fiction

but there are no movies, no heroes, no savior, no candlelight
just the sight of me in a corner of a room, within eternal night

sinners, call your brother back / i'm lost in a sea of black
the mud goes all the way / i can't move and i'm surrounded
help me please, i don't know / help me, i'm not well, no
i can't go out, they will see / they will know and they'll leave

How can I deserve the key to life when I am a burden to everyone
Giving them only but discomfort, awkwardness, dispassion
This door I created from the shards of what they call joy
Doesn't open anything but a void, being my reflection

There's no mirror, there's no image, there's no seasons
I can't behave, enslaved to thoughts which are not mine
They don't understand, my words are monsters
I never belong

I burden everyone
By existing

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from A FLEUR DE PEAU - II - Burdening Everyone, released March 19, 2020

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