A FLEUR DE PEAU - II - Burdening Everyone

by Déhà

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Jordan Vauvert La dévastation, sur une seule heure. A Fleur de Peau, une des œuvres les plus massives de Déhà, hymne pour un mal-être qui vous prend aux tripes — deuxième opus, divisé en deux longues parties. Une chose est sûre : inutile de jouer sur une qualité sonore immonde pour faire plus "vrai". Au contraire, la musique y est très claire et d'autant plus redoutable, encore plus sur la seconde partie et son moment atmosphérique qui brise le cœur. Les paroles sont crues, cruelles.

"J'en ai marre putain." Favorite track: Burdening everyone - Part II.

Sonny92 For my money Déhà is currently the prime exponent of depressive/suicidal black metal with his A fleur de peau series of releases. Hugely affecting black metal that expresses the inner turmoil of thousands unable to express it themselves.

knutepanhead Another of many great works from Déhà. This is breathless, angst-ridden and beautiful all at once. Even when I don’t understand what’s being said I can feel what’s being said. Déhà is a master of this. For me this ranks up there with “456,” “Cruel Words” and “Goodbye.” You don’t want to be without this emotionally engulfing work. Déhà speaks from the soul and this is truly soul wrenching. Favorite track: Burdening everyone - Part II.

Metallurgical Fire Whatever you’re doing right now can wait. Listen to this instead. Be warned, you may not be able to do anything afterwards.

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1.	Burdening everyone - Part I 34:52	lyrics
Culprit - Deceiver - Betrayer - Liar Forcer - Rapist - Destroyer - Maimer Culprit for being way too much Deceiver for not being able to speak the truth Betrayer for keeping honesty under the rug Liar for it is not easy to speak the truth Forcer - You fucking hurt me Rapist - My traumas are eternal Destroyer - Nothing will ever be the same Maimer - My insides are broken beyond repair Understand why i don't behave well / Because i don't feel like i belong There are thousand of ways to make it go away Like one where i drown myself There are thousand of ways to make it go away Like the one where i seclude myself from others and let myself rot i'm going insane, uncontrolled / the light burns my skin wherever i go the weight of people's look is massive / i can't bear it, i can't bear it chances are i'd go to isolation / maybe it would be better in a fiction but there are no movies, no heroes, no savior, no candlelight just the sight of me in a corner of a room, within eternal night sinners, call your brother back / i'm lost in a sea of black the mud goes all the way / i can't move and i'm surrounded help me please, i don't know / help me, i'm not well, no i can't go out, they will see / they will know and they'll leave How can I deserve the key to life when I am a burden to everyone Giving them only but discomfort, awkwardness, dispassion This door I created from the shards of what they call joy Doesn't open anything but a void, being my reflection There's no mirror, there's no image, there's no seasons I can't behave, enslaved to thoughts which are not mine They don't understand, my words are monsters I never belong I burden everyone By existing
2.	Burdening everyone - Part II 30:52	lyrics
Exist, what a shallow word. Nothing makes any sense. I'm lost. Completely lost. They say that you could always get help. No. Not when they leave. They all leave. They will one day, or they did. Counting only on myself does not suffice. I do my best every day but nothing fucking works. I am too fucking old too still feel the same, and my languages are not sufficient to express my emotions. I'm a broken teenager in a wrong, old, feeble body, and for fuck's sake i'm trying, but it doesn't fucking work. Try to exist, to express yourself in a sea of fakeness. Try to be helped when you're so much an empath that you suck all people's negativity. Try to appreciate the world and people when they profit, only profit of yourself, of a situation. Try simply to be, where everything around you is made to destroy you. And people get together, and they might become one entity strong enough to survive. But how is it for me, alone, lonely? Outcast. Breathing an air which stinks your own sweat. Pissing on another side of your shit mattress because you don't want to move. Considering a cardboard box as home, or toilet. Not caring anymore about technology. Leaving people alone because they already left you. Those who come back have so much pity in their eyes that it's a burden for them. Again, a fucking burden to people. J'en ai marre. J'en ai marre putain.

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All money gathered with this album will be GIVEN to friends in need (I shall not name them), because of the actual situation (coronavirus) and the unfortunate fate of several friends, artists.
Please, be generous.

** This will end on the 2nd of May 2020 **

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‹ A FLEUR DE PEAU › : Literal French for ‹ to (the) flower of the skin ›
It means ‹ skin-deep sensibility › in English. It is one of the most powerful expressions in the French language concerning such emotional behavior.

‹ Burdening Everyone › speaks about the feelings of always being
a family shame, the extra annoying friend, useless, helpless.

A tribute to those who, inexplicably, cannot
express why they do not feel comfortable in the world.

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released March 19, 2020

Composed in Brussels, 2019
Recorded, mixed and mastered in 2019 & 2020
All instruments, vocals, lyrics & production by Déhà

Guest vocals by Kim Carlsson (Hypothermia, Kall, Lifelover)
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Artwork, layout & photography by : I Breathe Needles
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